I LOVE YOU, FRIENDS!!!

I don’t know what the word “friend” is means for true. When I got my grade on my study up, my age too, and I think I also get my mature. More I am older, more I am mature. So finally I will able to describe what is the real “friend” meaning. But until I have finished my study for bachelor, I have no idea what its mean.

Sometime I think friend is like love. When you feel comfort for someone, you’ll feel happy if they are beside of you. Every time you wanna know what are they doing, how are they doing. And it is also happen if you find someone else that make you more comfort, can to understand you more, you’ll wanna to cheat them, aren’t you?

When I was really young, I and my close friends declared that “we will always together, forever. Although our study end, our friendship will never end”. And then, when we graduated from high school, everyone too busy about their own business. When that busy time, there are not time for meet each other. No contact, no chat. Maybe ever, but too rare for a relationship. Unfortunately, I am included.

I continued my study in one of university in a bigger town. Bigger town means bigger kind of people, bigger environment, and more kind of culture. For someone who have calm, quiet, and timid personality, I thought “ohh,,, I am in a big trouble”. But when my first day for study, I found someone who will be part of me. She is Nice, calm, and kind. And that’s true. We became friend, a close friendship. Day by day we trough together, where am I, there is her. Day by day I found she is a charm girl, noise, full of laugh and sometime she became a lazy and selfish girl. Day by day, finally we found someone else who has unique personality. She even can to laugh to unfunny thing. When I asked “why do you laugh?” she will said “to appreciated”. She is so funny, double charming, and little bit mad. Day by day our friendship is closer. My personality was changed became more charming, extrovert, noise, quarrelsome. When three of us gathered, it will be full of laugh and happiness. I am very enjoyed my journey of study that time. Even we got a hard task of lecture, as long as we together, it would be so happy and funny. But it was changed when we began our self to prepare our final exam. We busy by own business because we have different kind of research, different location, and the most main thing is our lecturer are different. The time they come to campus was different with mine. Sometime we meet, but cause one and two and three and soon business, one of us will leaf first. I feel the gap of our relation was begun of that time. And then I met someone else…

In final exam season, unintentionally I closed with two my friend cause have same supervisor. A perfect supervisor made us to strive harder, to work harder. Nothing day we miss to look for information about our supervisor. We chat about our final exam, how its development, how its correction. Day by day we are more known each other. The girl 1 I thought “wah.. this girl is so mature, so I can be able to childish with her”. She knew everything. I thought I will can do nothing without her to finished a cruel and complicated regulation of our university. I feel really comfort with this girl. She would angry to me if I have a mistake, and I love to be with her. And another girl, . She is a awesome and tough girl. I found that we have a same dream, a same hobby, and unfortunately, we have a similar fate. We talked about drama and movie, how awesome and cool that movie, how that drama made us feel curiosity, what drama and movie will coming up next, how improvement of our english  ability and talked about our favorite topic, our dream high. For the first time I found someone who really support my dream because she talked it with full of spirit. I could share to her widely about my dream without doubt she will stop me to talk about it. Even it sound impossible, there is someone will join me to say “I will not give it up”.

They are all my friends, indeed. For someone who has a lot of lack, thank you for be my friend. For can not always be your side, for can not always attend to your happiness and sadness moment, I am sorry.